I just simply sit and gaze

While the eternal ages watch and wait

I just simply sit and gaze

Hate, anger, frustration,
How does one survive? Confusion, distraught, depression. Why even be alive?
Screaming, running, sobbing, Everyone is swarming. Yelling, crying, dying. 

Does someone really care?


While the eternal ages watch and wait
And I am once again alone.
I only have friends when
They need a place to hide.
Does that make them love me?
"My basement's always open. . ."

While the eternal ages watch and wait
But will never see.
All I get are words, in threes.
They speak to me softly,
Worry in their faces.
Do they care? Or is
Their worry worthless?

While the eternal ages watch and wait
As we all know, but
After that we don't
Know how to go.


Dante once said that sinners go
Where it is dark and dank,
And in the hot below,
Down where Hades rules.


But do we know
Where people go
After their loneliness
Has got to them!
Why stay here where it's sad,
When you can live happy,
No longer alone,
No longer afraid.

I just simply sit and gaze

They've all left again for good,

I just simply sit and gaze

For the friends I wish I had,

I just simply sit and gaze

It hurts at the end.